502 – Joined

Hi, this is ArmNo, talking to myself.

I’ve gotten stuck for seconds, for days, or maybe for years. And still fighting with myself.
I mean, fighting with my weaknesses.
Trying to get rid of all shits happened in my life.
I sometimes feel better. But only just a little period of time…

A day, only one day, which is now coming closer.
The worst day of my entire life. Can’t get everything back again.
That day changed my life.. until now

Because I’m afraid of it.
I was reluctant to say ‘I am afraid of’ something.
But I realised, it is the truth.
No other reasons. I just afraid of it.

I faced a moment like that coming day.
So, I’m sure it will be the WORST day again.
That makes me apprehended.

It’s my weakness…

One reply to “502 – Joined

  1. เสียงหัวเราะครั้งเดียว ขับไล่ความเศร้าร้อยครั้ง . . .. Smiley fight!! Although, Way forward will be how much fear.(ภาษาอังกฤษแพร์ไม่แข็งแรงงงง T T)


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